I really don’t know what I did to deserve this but life really won’t let me catch a fucking break. Ever. It’s always fucking something and I don’t get what I did wrong but I’m getting really tired of everything. Any time anything remotely good happens to me at least 3 things go horribly wrong.
Like I work at a school and the school year finished and it was a really crappy one. Anyone who knows people that work in US schools can tell you that.
The next day, someone stole money from my bank account and then I got sick. It’s been a week and I still feel like shit and my anxiety is through the roof for no real reason and instead of making me nauseous like normal now it’s affecting my breathing 🙂🙂🙂
Stuff like this has been happening for years. Literally any time life starts going well something has to come up and fuck me over.
I’m so. fucking. tired.
I just want a fucking break
the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible
I understand old men sitting on porches staring at an empty field more now than ever.
“That’s what people do who love you. They put their arms around you and love you when you’re not so lovable.”
— Deb Caletti
